"Why She's Perfectly Wrong for me" 💔
"Why are you always like that, Shawn?" She says angry and she crosses her arms.
"Like what?" I ask confused and mad at the same time. She moves her arms like trying to push me away whispering things "What? What have I done?" I insist trying to make her look at me but then she actually pushes me away and walks to the other side of the room.
I get angrier when she explains to me the problem and we start arguing like crazy, I take a deep breath to stay calm for a second and I try to reach her but she starts yelling again. I turn around exhausted and then I go back to her realizing that she has taken her car keys from the desk and looks into my eyes fiercely.
"I hate you" She says slowly and disappears behind the door.
I look at the door, my mouth half open and I kick the chair in front of me in frustration. I raise my hand messing my hair and I go outside looking for her. She's not around, but then I'm glad she isn't, she's been absurd and I hate it, because it breaks me everytime.
I hit the cushion I've been holding feeling my veins pumping and a few seconds later I noticed my friends are looking at me like if I was about to explode. I was absent the whole time while they were trying to make me think about something else, but it doesn't work.
"Shawn, are you OK?" Zubin asks genuinely concerned about me. I look at him feeling terrible, they're trying to make me feel better and I'm still thinking about her.
"I'm OK" I say in a low voice. "I'm just..." I stand up feeling a bit dizzy because of the beers I've been drinking and then I hear the music in the background, it's our song, the one that is special for us. But of course my friends don't know that.
I'm angry now but more than that, I'm hurt. I close my eyes for a second and then I leave the room without another word.