Honestly it's horrible because yesterday I was looking at posts from an account that makes memes for zodiac signs (thatonelibrabitch) and a couple of the posts that they have for my sign say that my sign wants freedom when they're in relationships. I do like to be free but I'm in a very committed relationship right now. Like one of their posts says that we run from our partner as soon as they start getting close and getting to know the real us.. I have commitment issues honestly and I'm trying to work on it. I'm just used to not being in good relationships lately that's probably why I think so. My boyfriend is such a good boyfriend like I struggle with so many issues in my life and he is still here for me. He paid money to get something for me on our one month anniversary. I don't know anyone else that's ever done that in a past relationship I had. But it's not all about the money, he listens to every word I say and if I have an attitude, he understands. I'm just honestly having doubts and then most of the time when you have bad thoughts, the bad things don't even happen. I'm so lucky to have him in my life. Yes that's right, next time I see him is today. He makes me feel like the luckiest girl alive.