How can this sweet baby that has brought so much joy and purpose into my life also shatter every piece of my heart, take everything out of me and then fill me with so much guilt? Motherhood is both the biggest blessing and biggest hurdle to come my way. It is so so so SO hard some days (weeks) and sometimes I just don't see how I'll ever come out the other side. But so far we always have and I'm hoping this challenging phase is over so soon, oh God I really am. Shout out to my mama friends who have listened to me whinge about my lack of sleep and other concerns.